A bit nervous about our public test this weekend at de la spada. Think the concern is this is really the first test of it's kind where I have to perform in a physical way.

What I mean is, past tests I've had I could just study enough to pass or even for physical tests I could simply train and work out enough.

However when the physical test is to show your understanding of the science and art of a physical activity, there seems to be only so much training and studying one can do.

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A week ago today we had to put Bernard to sleep since he had an inoperable tumor under his tongue. Spent most of the day snuggled with him on the couch watching movies. I miss him very much.

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Feels good to do some winter clean up of the place... Reduce clutter.. Open the space more, on all levels.

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Concerning the killing of Osama... I feel bitter sweet. Glad that the person can no longer trouble others...yet sad at the reminder of why he needed to be killed...

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Feeling a bit more introverted this week, yet still able to express myself when needed...an interesting combination....

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It's been good to step away more from distracting electronic devices. It do believe it is helping me focus on me more and other work I need to do on myself, for myself and others...very challenging though...

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